Say it

Hey you, you who ties her hair in a bun to keep the curls. You who loves One Tree Hill so much. You who can spend hours at Toys R Us despite her age. You who are in love kids, especially her nephews and nieces. You who don't switch on her web cam because she is in her PJs. You who has a fetish for shoes. You who think I don't care enough. You who is a sucker for Godiva Chocolates. You who pretends to be insensitive but really is a very sensitive person. Very. You whose jokes are really not funny! You who says her life is not interesting but has never been out of things to talk about. Haha. You who don't deal well during awkward moments and will end up laughing to lighten up the mood. You who plans to change the world someday. You who will say no but deep down, she wants it so bad. You who likes The Jonas Brothers but is to cool to admit it :) You who tries so hard to be humble at times but will only end up sounding like a snobbish person. Haha. You who loves traveling, you who loves to shop, you who don't like crowded places but wants to meet new people. You are the one that I am talking about. When will you fall for me, already?

Does it take me to be a millionaire to make you like me?

Your post made me laugh

you worry about the future. but you worry about your credit card bills. you should worry about your studies or work in the future, not how much you credit card will be.

here, exam is over, too. we will have teacher's day celebration tomorrow and on friday, we are allowed to pack our things, clean up our rooms and then go back home on saturday. we are allowed to go back home and start our holidays like normal kids in sekolah harian because we, form 4, don't need to finish our syllabus early, and bear in mind, this is not mrsm ;)

lost my iPod today. all of my 1000+ songs in my iPod has gone with it. i hve to buy a new one and dl songs before 2nd semester starts. else, i will have to be like arash, pinjam sana pinjam sini.

nak lepakzzzz kat Gloria Jean's tu tamau ajak orang ke?

TV + food

we are currently watching the match, our warden is giving us a time extension. CHEERS TO THAT!

mid term started already and will finish on the 20th then we would have to prepare for Teacher's Day Celebration. this year's theme is Retro 70s. What else?

looking forward to mr. ghani wearing platforms agogo and afro!

Mid term

i am pretty sure most schools, mid term would start next week. including my school, too. everyone is spending every minute at the library to finish their assignments after school. everyone is holding a thick reference book everywhere and it scares me. when i say everyone, i meant everyone including teachers since they too have to dig out for tough questions to make us answer next week. my advice? give us easy questions. it will be a win-win situation. teachers no need to stress out about students failing and students no need to stress out about failing. boleh?

ive seen the format for every subject and what scares me the most is biology. i was away for a match when our professor did an extra class for 4 hours straight so i missed quite a lot. i didnt bother to ask what i missed before so now, when i go around asking for the papers my friends got on that day, they won't lend it to me because all of them wants to read it.

so, all sports activities would be on hold until exam is over. meaning after school, 2.30pm till 7.30pm we would all have the time to ourselves. whether spend it unwisely, by sleeping or to sit at the library. or maybe, face the computer and update your blog? well, i spent the rest of the evening, studying chemistry with arash tak guna, hasut aku baca dua page. well, i should have known better, arash would be a distractor and wont let me touch my book. since i didnt revised anything just now, i would have to sleep late tonight since i heard prep is extended till 3am tonight. not gonna stay up till 3am, i have classes tomorrow. but will try to make the best of it.

my girl friend is having a hard time choosing what is best for her, right now. she called to to tell me about how she enjoyed her trip last weekend and she called me again yesterday while crying telling me that she does not know what she wants right now. how moods changes and happiness fades in a blink. i am here, ok?

Beat Them

I know you are going through some dramas but don't shut me out. I am here, alright?

Go on and ignore those people because I know you don't really care deep down. But your curiousity brings you back to square one.

This is real funny, I write posts and it is always about the things I want to tell you. I hope no one is reading.

ARASH KAU MAIN LUAR BLOGSPOT!

Decision Making?

if this helps, you being a girl who cannot make a decision (:

"Mhmm moving to a new school sounds very tempting since I love changes. But the question would be, can I handle the change? Can I not change because of where I will be?"

of course you can handle the change but it will take time. it does not just come to you like that. you are used to coming home seeing your parents everyday, but then, you would miss them like crazy but as you make friends, you would be just fine. especially you, a person who can adapt to any enviromental changes within the limit. i suggest that you go, and experience being independent for once. not saying that you are dependent but it helps being away from your family. if you dont like it there, it will only make you a strong person, and hey, look at the bright side, you can leave all of your LABELS at home and wear the cheapest clothes so that girls there won't hate you. but if they do, you dont have to care since if you dont have any friends there, at least you'll have you true friends back at current school. which im pretty sure would miss you.

on the other hand, if you think you can handle the pressure of scoring for SPM being a sekolah harian student, you wouldnt have to worry. since, your family and yourself, when you put your mind on something, you would achieve it or sometimes even more.

but still, my advice is go, but dont go so that you will get good grades, go because you want to experience being independent so that when you grow up you will be a good person. you said this to me, "dont just think how much money you'll make, think about how much knowledge you'll gain."

i wont deny that, for you, it will be hard to make a decision since you're the type that can actually be successful at both schools. but i suggest you go, since you will have an exposure on how stressful it will be in life. and lagi satu, being in boarding school would actually teach you how to pick you friends. believe me, the true ones you know from boarding school are the ones you will keep for life because you depend on each other while you're there. think of all the fun you will have, the gathering that you will attend in ten years. hah, this is the one thing that will keep me and my friends stay in KTJ, thinking of the future (:

dont be so hard on yourself. don't go because your parents said so. and another thing, if im not mistaken, there is this solat sunat to make you choose the right decision. i think you should do that now, since kalau list out Pros and Cons pon, it wouldnt help that much.

i think it all comes down to, what you want.

I really hope this helps :D

Compared

berapa lama kah?

i arrived from visiting my parents in Amsterdam a few days ago. the weather was good there, i had fun since Abang Hakim was also there with his two sons. it was nice to get away from school and everything else for two weeks. first term ended and my results weren't the best. but thank godness almost everyone in my class flunked for BM.

it will be a very very long month since there will be no coming home for a whole month. sport's season is here, there are games to play and championships to win.