Decision Making?

if this helps, you being a girl who cannot make a decision (:

"Mhmm moving to a new school sounds very tempting since I love changes. But the question would be, can I handle the change? Can I not change because of where I will be?"

of course you can handle the change but it will take time. it does not just come to you like that. you are used to coming home seeing your parents everyday, but then, you would miss them like crazy but as you make friends, you would be just fine. especially you, a person who can adapt to any enviromental changes within the limit. i suggest that you go, and experience being independent for once. not saying that you are dependent but it helps being away from your family. if you dont like it there, it will only make you a strong person, and hey, look at the bright side, you can leave all of your LABELS at home and wear the cheapest clothes so that girls there won't hate you. but if they do, you dont have to care since if you dont have any friends there, at least you'll have you true friends back at current school. which im pretty sure would miss you.

on the other hand, if you think you can handle the pressure of scoring for SPM being a sekolah harian student, you wouldnt have to worry. since, your family and yourself, when you put your mind on something, you would achieve it or sometimes even more.

but still, my advice is go, but dont go so that you will get good grades, go because you want to experience being independent so that when you grow up you will be a good person. you said this to me, "dont just think how much money you'll make, think about how much knowledge you'll gain."

i wont deny that, for you, it will be hard to make a decision since you're the type that can actually be successful at both schools. but i suggest you go, since you will have an exposure on how stressful it will be in life. and lagi satu, being in boarding school would actually teach you how to pick you friends. believe me, the true ones you know from boarding school are the ones you will keep for life because you depend on each other while you're there. think of all the fun you will have, the gathering that you will attend in ten years. hah, this is the one thing that will keep me and my friends stay in KTJ, thinking of the future (:

dont be so hard on yourself. don't go because your parents said so. and another thing, if im not mistaken, there is this solat sunat to make you choose the right decision. i think you should do that now, since kalau list out Pros and Cons pon, it wouldnt help that much.

i think it all comes down to, what you want.

I really hope this helps :D